Why do we so fear the after death non existence , and don't even consider the prenatal non existence ?? call it my philosophical fallacy .
Schopenhauer back then wrote : A man finds himself , to his great astonishment , suddenly existing , after thousands of years of non existence ; he lives for a little while , and then again , comes an equally long period when he must exist no more . The heart rebels against this , and feels that it can not be true .
I can not think of and about the world without thinking of it as my world . My existence is the center . I suppose god thinks of it all in the same way . I'm trying in all earnest to imagine switching roles with god .
The purpose , is to live our existence , as from a cosmic perspective , this supposed existence has neither great meaning nor purpose or necessity . And if god existed , the same would apply to him .
We are all living an accidental moment within the great scheme of things , we might easily not have existed at all . We sometimes believe gods exist simply because we want them to be , and they ought to exist .
How can we all be so small , gratuitous and ephemeral , and still claim to ourselves and our gods , a role in the ever-lasting continuum of the billions of universes and their pre or after-math .
Again all my thanks for your time and patience , salamat.